Saturday morning.I had a difficult yesterday...woke up with tonsils and my throat was literally up in flames.Then the magic moment came in the evening when I took this pill and I miraculously felt the pain fading away.Beryl called me last night.We talked for a long time.It's queer she opened up to me about her personal life.Some things she told me that scared the hell out of me.People have gone through shit.

I intentionally ignored talking to Eileen last night.Dorothy also wanted us to talk,so it made it tricky for me.I am not sure about this love thing with Eileen.She says she feels me.We just met online and been talking over the phone.On the other hand my heart is after Eve.I don't know if she feels the same for me.The other day she felt I had gone silent on her until she had to take the courage of calling me.She acts like she's waiting for me to make the first move(I think).Am giving it time.

Chebet and Shyline both hit me that I've not been talking to them.Thank God I haven't met either.It's a crisis am facing and am really doing my best to play it safe.

Am in a matatu heading to the bank.Mum has sent me to pay for her Barclaycard.Phelix has gone to church.Oliver has gone to collect his wages in Kitengela.See you later.